but i sorta still feel like it.
so weird.
anyways i feel so stifled and like irritated
but i cant express why and stuff and it gets worse and worse
so know i noe how it feels like to want to say something but
totally cant express it in words.
but now its like paragraphs and pages long. not just one word or something.
ARRGGHH
that was an understated scream.
see i cant even scream out anymore.
this sucks
REAL BAD.
i had enough of being like this.
i am gonna indulge now.
in doing every single thing i want.
not doing the stuff i need to do.
well anyways just to update.
ytd i did cip
2nd time at amk lib.
hmmm kinda lost energy after the first session last wk.
ytd was tiring.
dunno why.
maybe cos hungry and mentally tired.
everyone was.
so so draining....
haha
but we talked alot. and shushed each other alot too.
how stupid. but yeah.
and then we took AGES to finish our TRUCK as jerlyn terms it.
gosh and its not numbers. its LETTERS and qianyi and i still took so long to shelve.
haiyo...
and i was so tired of standing
we sat down to shelfread.
how lazy but it was comfortable and most importantly!
the shelves were NEAT.
at least some only
well okay fine.
QUITE A FEW
and now im pissed with gossip girl.
i cant watch the show
and the lib has limited books
and not in order
and i have to rent
and i cant rent too many at one go or i'll be broke
cos the amt is RIDICULOUS
and i only get back more money when i return.
ugh so BLOODY SICKENING.
again another thing that sucks.
but nvm i will try and tolerate. im doing fine now.
BETTER GO DO SOMETHING CONSTRUCTIVE.
like practising
like cutting
like keeping
like organizing
like reading
like watching dvd or tv
whatever.
i feel damn weird today.
