okay maybe not forgot but
decided to add in somemore stuff:D
i cant understand why my stupid knee hurts!
the bones..the joint!
AARRGGHH!!!
its like laomaobingfazuo
so irritating
when i straighten, it hurts, and its like i dun even know what caused it.
its impairing my ability to walk.....
argh i think i need crutches.
coupled with that, my left leg is having pins and needles
cos i sat in a wrong position on the floor..
oww.....
as if i haven had a day that's bad enough
AND!
i think i am sick.
as in SICK in the HEAD.
i think i have some disorder.
like i am having rapid moodswings.
things just got better after i ate food during recess.
i was amazed at how i got over the 2 issues so fast.
then i was doing the stars* when i received something.
then i zoomed down again...
lessons started...
one by one
they threw us so many of *THOSE* back.
sickening!
it was like repeated torture.
i recover during the break and then i am back in the fire.
ARGH
luckily after recess it wasnt that bad.
or who knows what i might have done?!?!
i had an analogy but i suddenly forgot!
DAMN IT......
....
...
OH!!!!!!
I REMEMBER!!
it is sth like,
my phone?
ah yes.
i have reached my limit.
so after next monday then i can start sms again.
funny how i dun feel handicapped, and yet i sorta do.
but ahh anyways. when i have so many free sms, i dont get sms.
when i cant respond, i get millions.
wat is this!?!?
LIFE strikes AGAIN.
yeah and one thing is,
i am freaked out.
i am scared of my mind.
everyone should be scared of their own.
cos it is so powerful, such that it rules your heart.
it affects your whole being.
all depending on what you are thinking and
what you CHOOSE to think about.
it is very scary.
i was starting to feel better. telling myself to stop being so down and stuff
cos it was irritating!
then magically,
the brain started becoming more positive.
as in
it was occupied with other stuff and forgot bout the yucky stuff.
so,
my advice is:
try and think of stuff that you look forward to and you will naturally feel a slight change in mood.
it is very slow and gradual
but it is a significant change.
:D that is all that matters.
gosh i think lameo shitto and i,
can REALLY consider becoming psychiatrists.
we can READ people like a bloody book!
GOODNESS!!!
i think that is enough for today.
i mean, its my 3RD POST?!
if you are a PRO, you will read these signs.
THE GIRL HAS OFFICIALY LOST IT.
